Happy 2016 - new year, new attitue, new focus!

Hello! Happy new year. I am not good at this blogging thing. No worries of that ever becoming my job lol. I cannot remember to do it! Ok so a lot has happened since the last time I wrote. I have been so off track with my diet that I cannot even see the track lol. Seriously...out of control. But as cliché as it is, I am going to start again. Isagenix, save me! I know it will. I need to make it a constant. I feel better, look better, sleep better etc when I use their products so I am going back. Christmas and Thanksgiving were both good. Its always good to see friends and family. I am fortunate to have such a good group of people in my life. Its funny how your wants go down when you get older and you realize you are rich with your life. Boomer just turned 14! I cannot believe it. He is still a puppy at heart and even has his puppy face show up sometimes. He is such a gentle and sweet boy. Anyway, I know I am missing a lot of what has been happening but I will try to remember to get on here and recap.

TGIF - I guess

Good morning! How are you? I am great. I have been using a new app. that tracks happiness. It is pretty cool so far. It really pin points what makes you happy. I am looking forward to seeing how the next few weeks go with the app. Work has been crazy. I have been super busy and super stressed. They are changing our schedule and people are freaking out about it. It is unreal. Plus it is a total waste, but what can you do? Other than work, nothing too exciting is new. I am really getting into essential oils. They seem to be helping my stress level and keep me grounded. So it snowed in Tahoe the other day - like 2 feet. Awesome. I wish I was there. There are days I wish I could just go and not come back. Trouble with that is that I would miss my puppies and friends. lol Anyway, have a good one. I will write tomorrow since I am stuck at work.

Another week! Canceled WDW trip.

Good morning! Happy Tuesday! I'm not sure how happy it is. I didn't go in to work yesterday. I literally slept until 1100. If someone hadn't sent me a text I probably would have slept all day. That worries me a little. I am not sure what is wrong. I usually don't sleep and now it is too much. What is up?! Luckily I need to schedule an appointment with my ADHD doctor and my regular physician so that should clear things up one way or another. Not a lot is going on. I found out my DH wants to trade the VW in with the Jeep next summer when the lease is up. Bummer. Oh well. What can I do. It is in his name anyway. I guess if that is the way out of the VW so be it. I was supposed to go to FL this week for a concert at WDW. Didn't happen. I canceled the trip. Long story. Now I have airline credit so I hope to go for my bday! I haven't heard anything about Disneyland yet. I am hoping I hear something this week or next. I am anxious to get an interview. Fingers crossed for sure. I am starting to think about Christmas and trying to figure out gift ideas. Ugh. What a pain. We don't need anything, you know? I think we will just buy for some kids in need again like last year. It was so much fun shopping for them. I am fortunate for everything we have so I have no problem giving. I know some kids will have a good Christmas if we do.

Happy Friday!

I am happy to report that someone is reading this! Holy cow. I thought I was just throwing my stuff out there into the abyss. I am glad to see the report that people are checking this page out. Very cool. I am so happy it is Friday. This has been quite a week. Up, down, up, and down. UGH. That is stressful. I am looking forward to a great weekend, not like that is different from any other Friday lol. I got a massage yesterday. I really needed that. Plus my massage therapist is awesome. Always encouraging me. Its nice. My dream job closed a couple of days ago. I hope I hear something soon. I would kill for an opportunity. It would be nice to have a choice for once, you know? I have been here for 18 years. UGH. I am not excited about the moving possibility. I cannot afford anything. I am not sure what I will do about that. Anyway, I have bowling tonight so I hope we take all 7 points! We are in 8th place currently. :) Have a great weekend!

What a day / night it was...

Yesterday was going well until I got in a text argument with someone which was totally unnecessary. Unreal actually. My thing is this...if I am such a pain in the ass just stop talking to me. Ya know? Don't do me any favors. Anyway so I am at work and just finished certifying with my canine partner and I was told we were going to 24/7 coverage starting tomorrow (today). Well, how is that going to happen? Everyone else is covered by the union so they are required to get two weeks notice of shift changes. Since I am not covered, me and my coworker have to fill the gaps. WHAT?!??!?! How can we do that for two weeks. This place is insane. Anyway, we came up with a schedule for the officers and hopefully they will just accept that this will take place in two weeks. Needless to say I left two plus hours late and had a raging headache. I got home and all I wanted to do was go out to eat and go to Digz. I was done. The last three days had been really stressful. I thought about it and did the right thing. I did not go out or to Digz. I'm really glad too, I actually lost 6 lbs already! I will remain on track and stay focused. If I can get through three days of headache and stress I can get through anything. Today was my last day of Healthy Mind and Body. I am so thankful that I had that opportunity. If it wasn't for that program I think I would really have lost it yesterday. Thank you, Rod Hairston.

The past just won't go away

I can't get into specifics but I am so tired of having the past brought up all the time. Ugh. It already happened, everyone learned from it...move on. Let it go. The only way to move forward is to stop looking back. What is the point of bringing up old crap that everyone should be over? Annoying. There is no benefit. Only finger pointing and blame and making people feel crappy. That is far from positive. Live in the now. Be present. I have given up on all the I used to be able to squat 225 crap. I wish I hadn't stopped working out so much but I can't do anything about it since it is over. I can only focus on now and hope I learned from the past and can be better than I was. That's it. Secret to life...live in the now. Its much happier there. That was my yesterday. Today has been better. It started rocky...I fell asleep driving three times on my way into work. Not good. The last time was really close and it scared me awake. Thank goodness. We are doing certification at work today. Aldo was crazy at first but we are pulling through. Fingers crossed all goes well. The dream Disney job should close today. I hope to hear something soon. Fingers crossed again. I could use a change of scenery. It would be a whole new life. Anyway, happy Wednesday!!!!

Back to the grind

Getting back in the swing of things at work is not easy once you have been on vacation. It is extra hard when you are sick once you get back from vacation. My cold is finally leaving but I am so tired. Its like I cannot get enough sleep. Right now, I wish I could go home and sleep and I just got here. LOL I have just two days left of my Isagenix Healthy Mind and Body program. It has really been great and I am almost sad to see it end. It has made me more positive for the most part and more grateful for sure. Both very good and important things. It is so easy to take things for granted. Speaking of Isagenix, I started back on my program yesterday. I ended my day with a killer headache but I actually feel better this morning. Well, I hope you have a great day and a great week!